I'm going to bring her book on how women can put guys in panties/bras/dresses and say to her I want her to do that to me and that I want her to dress me as a girl.
I am still confused why. I think she knows this already!!!
Why do you want to live as a female? I can understand escape from male issues. But why does a woman need to make you? If this is what you want, why did you not just do this yourself? I find it interesting you need a woman to.
So why is that? To prove a kind of love? To humiliate you; a kick/submission? You enjoy living as a woman and she lets you feel better being one? You seem to like that when fem, you lose control. A stress release maybe.
The fact that she told me she wants me to wear a dress when we go shopping
For me, goong shopping in lingerie, a dress and getting a makeover is quite a forward move. I will be interested to see whether you felt really silly or really good after.
If silly, you have this domme making you...
If you liked, she does it more, soon you will find more fem things feeling 'normal and comfortable'. You may even feel like a fabulous sissy...
...and that to avoid shipping cost on clothes I bought will be mailed to her place tells me that she's taken lead in relationship. She said this way I can go to her place and try on the clothes and dress so she can see what I look like.
A man in a dress unless she is an expert with makeovers, has wigs etc and starts you on hormones... Try a mini skirt, some nice hose, top, bra, panties... That would feel nice.
. You like being told to do things - so tell her...
Also she said I have perfect build to wear women's clothes as she thought of me wearing dress and called me her women and wants me to go shopping for purses with her.
She seems to like collecting purses like I collect records and computers. For me, purses are the least interesting fem thing, but then I guess as a sissy girl you should like purses. But dear. Better buying some sexy clothes and lingerie.
Today she told me to bring my dresses so she can see what I look like.
I take prior to sending to her place?
I'll have my heels & slip along wearing my bra/panty/leggings/women's turtleneck sweater with scarf. I can't go back now Andrea she can expose me and I don't want to upset her.
You're funny. A bit of you wants to be exposed. It's the classic fantasy. Only you are enjoying it in reality. Someone will see you sooner ot later...
From what you said before she was being caring and would not expose you.
If she would go there, cock might be in your future afterall!
With her saying she wants me to wear dress when we go shopping she's dug her nails into me with no intention of letting me go. It's what you said in Ms Cindys blog about this starting small then it's seeya. It is seeya for me now as I'm her cream puff girl.
She's into this bsdm, cuckolding stuff maybe...
So little steps until one day you find yourself living as a sissy girl full time. She has perfume in your future - you are waiting for a BIG bottle...
What I said, is be careful that when you find yourself a woman that you like being a sissy if she moved on. Ie met a guy she is attracted to as a guy. Otherwise you will want to be a man but love being a sissy girl. If by then you are sexually into men, be easier to find someone that loves you as a girl and maybe even treats you as one.
If she walks away ever, she'll be fine. Your mind however might feel like its been whisked. I am a bit concerned you don't fully open your heart and get hurt. You like it different to me, but hurt still hurts...