Even though she married she told me not to worry about her husband and we never mix this with business. With this relationship happening I'm her cockold sissy girl which I'm fine with as she's going to take control of my spending so we can go shopping. I've never had this happen but I'm glad it has and I'll do whatever she asks to keep this going long term. It amazing when you get a women in your life how much control/power they have. It's happeniing to me and I'm glad.
I think it depends on the girl. You seem to like being able to let go of your male side and problems and let someone else control you for embarassment and escape type kick?
Do you wear a bra because...
a) she tells you to and you just like obeying/no responsibility
b) they feel comfy and natural/this kick makes you feel good
c) like the taboo of/punishing your male side for failure/embarrassment?
You've never had any other relationship to compare it to and have accepted you are only worth being a sissy. That you only get feelings shown to you as a sissy. And hence, if she ever died, moved on etc I think your brain will only know how to be with a girl as a sissy. Which in some ways is a pity...
I think I won't settle for similar reasons. She'll either like andrea more than I or won't like her at all! Neither I can live my life like....
However, it is also nice to be able to be you with a woman. But why all the cream puff nonsense? Why is it so bad to be who you want to be? Why are women into cding/sissy always cock obsessed? - Watch out Petey!!!
If a woman wore boxers, it might have a taboo, but some man out there would probably find it sexy. Being tied up and whipped etc. But she would not have the same crap a man would get. Maybe, she should?
I think she is building you up slow to like more and more. Including one day, a service before her seeing to? That would be a kind of control over him as well as you!!! Mental pain can hurt too... You worry me a bit!