Dear Mistress
It is so very true that while so many of us hide our sissy selves and fear discovery- at the same time we want to be noticed, we want to be able to express our femininity, to smile proudly and, of course, to be accepted. Openly shopping for ourselves is a total joy. There may be moments of awkwardness but in my experience that is the exception. Your encouragements are a blessing. We sissies are real people needing to be ourselves. As I write this I am wearing panties and a lovely peach colored satin nightie that the saleswoman at Vicotria's Secret helped me select. Other times I have been assisted in selecting and trying on pretty and comfortable bras. Oh, i do love wearing a bra. And, of course, a pretty dress or a skirt and top, shoes and more. But it does not do to buy them and then take them home and find they do not really fit or go together. Yes, it does mean getting the assistance of the salewoman, carrying the dress as I head to the changing to the ladies changing room and even asking for her opinion as I try on one dress or another. Whenever I have gone shopping and basically said I am a sissy and I am looking for something pretty to wear the saleswoman has been more than happy to help.
I definitely love my feminine side and to be true I do need to share it even if only in bits and pieces. A daily meditation is such a good way to keep in touch and the woman inside. I do promise myself most days to pursue and embrace some aspect of my feminine self. Women notice everything so letting a little bit out can be very affirming, telling the world - see my painted toes, my hair, my earrings, see the girl in me. Please. Or else it can be too lonely in here. Please see the sissy in me.
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